courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Saturday, January 28 ; 12:06:00 AM♥

spoke with weikang last night. he's nice to talk to. (i know u're reading this, dun get big-headed..dangs) anyways, i wasn't feel exactly too great last night. needed to talk to someone. so called weikang up. my definition of 'nice to talk to' is someone who's willing to just listen to me while i'm talking. it sounds a bit selfish of me, but when u're in need of talking to someone, u just want the person to listen, let u talk finish then he carries on. and not give comments, or tell u what u should have done instead. coz all i want is to be able to tell someone whatever i feel about certain things instead of keeping everything to myself. it's really bad to bottle ur feelings up.
weikang is a great listener. i felt much better after that. it's not really easy to find confidantes like him. but my dear shijia is definitely one of them. she's willing to just sit there and hear me talk for like hours. haha. miss those times when we had our super long phone chats.
next is soymilk. the times when we were in thailand, esp. chiangmai. we'd just sit there late at night and talk to one another even to the extent about our personal stuff esp since we just got to know one another. it's by God's grace that we are able to trust each other so quickly just by living with each other for less than a week. i think that's how we bonded so fast.

enough about that. get back to this morning. i woke up at 7 this morning so that i could get to school early to get my aural work done. but apparently i was blind this morning and took bus 82 instead of 163. when i saw bus 82 travelling in another direction, i thought maybe it'll end up at punggol mrt. but, when the bus reached punggol mrt, it didn't turn in la. instead it went into this small deserted lane. and it was quite a winding road. with only 3 people on the bus including myself and the surroundings were just trees, and more trees. then the bus came to the end of the road which was punggol beach and it reversed. it was super scary since everyone got down at that stop. then the bus didn't move until when someone else got up the bus. by then it was like 8.40. aural was supposed to start at 9 la. so smsed jwen to tell yohanna i would be going for 10am class. then i got down at the bus stop that was nearest to punggol mrt. took the train and went to school.

the minute i stepped into the practise room, i needed to go to the toilet urgently. had to shit la. went to the 6-floor toilet, then heard yanya on the phone in one of the cubicles. so decided to change venue, went to the theatre toilet since it's not really nice to be shitting in the toilet when someone's there on the phone.
practised until 9.50 when jwen called to ask where i was. their lesson ended early. i went for aural, and it was like so empty can. most of the foreigners had gone back to celebrate chinese new year. the others were late. tried to call jobyna, but she didn't answer. then weikang told me to tell yohanna that he was in the hospital. she thought that he was hospitalised. haha. joby n dora were late for lesson. guess yohanna wasn't really in the mood to teach since she gave most of the answers even before we could answer. it's so unlike her la.

had lunch at mos burger (ps). was really quiet during lunch time. many thoughts about last night came back to my mind. so i didn't really feel like talking. plus i was a bit out of sorts since i hadn't had enough sleep.

was much better after we went back to school. weikang went for chinese performance class. went to the lounge with jwen, joby n fairul. samuel n sihan came to join us later. but fairul had to go off first since he had sectionals. then the 5 of us began reminiscing our childhood. from the advertisements we watched on tv when we were young to the dumb/silly stuff we did when we were in primary school n secondary school. it was really funny. *laughs*

then, 2 o'clock came. so sad la. we had to go for singapore arts scene. didn't go for any exhibitions today. dr tan just talked to us. honestly i wasn't paying attention, so didn't get to catch whatever she said. she ended the lesson at about 3+.
went to esplanade with jwen, samuel n fairul. but we got off the bus at the lovers' park instead of at esplanade itself. we had to run across the patch of grass to avoid the stupid dragonflies. imagine seeing 4 people run across the grass. so embarrassing la. and we were screaming as well. we made quite a lot of noise at the lovers' park. with samuel taking photos (as usual) haha. then poor fairul, his file broke and we were playing 'monkey' with his hp strap that had his nafa card and the pic of cedric diggory. how bo liao we were la.

we went to eat at marina square instead of getting the scores. tsk tsk. haha. ate at long john silvers. had a talk with them. haha. about some personal stuff. they are also very nice people to talk to. then jwen left at 6. so the 3 of us walked her to city hall mrt, then we went to raffles city shopping centre. whatever we did there was fun. haha. with our disappearing act. so dumb la. samuel n i looked like some suspicious characters and the hotel staff gave us weird stares can. dangs.

mum wanted to go chinatown to do some shopping for household stuff. it's been like a year since i went there. i only go there once a year, that's during chinese new year when i visit my paternal grandma. will be going there on sunday to 'bai nian'.

just watched love concierge. today's the last episode. i just love watching drama shows/movies that has such fairytale-like ending. it's so sweet can. if only it'll happen in real life, my life. dangs. i was touched la. yeah i get touched easily. not the physical one lor. but it's really really very nice. oooooo...

my eyes are shutting anytime now...

reunion dinner tmr..

can't wait for next week. will be going to sentosa with jwen joby n dora(hopefully she can make it). gosh. we really need a break. if not the only time we can take a break will be like in may?
4e1's motto: life is short, play hard. haha.

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