courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Thursday, February 23 ; 9:31:00 PM♥

my eyes could barely open this morning. woke up at 6. it's like super super early can. so i took my time to wash up and eat breakfast. still had the time to turn on my laptop and type the history list of scores. msn-ed with boon keng till about 8am. left my house at 8.15.
missed both the buses to sengkang mrt. so thought of taking 82 to punggol mrt. but instead i took bus 88, which sent me to pasir ris mrt. and on top of that, i totally forgot to bring my harmony stuff. it's like wad's wrong with me today??
8.45 and i was still in pasir ris. smsed jwen telling her i'd be late.

took the train to bugis. and when i came out of the station, the whole of waterloo street was packed with aunties and ah mas. goodness. wad's the day today on the lunar calendar? people were pushing each other. and this guy was smoking and the smoke came straight to my face. irritating.

by the time i reached school. it was 9.50am. smsed jwen and she said it was mr yap who's taking lessons today. so might as well not go for class since i'd be marked as absent.
they came out of lesson and heard from jwen that mr yap didn't believe i took the wrong bus. wadeva la. and he was in a super bad mood today.

our harmony group met up for a while to discuss the project. the meeting was over in 10 mins. but jwen and eudora's group were still discussing. so jobyna, fairul and i went to fortune centre to have lunch first. when we went back to school, jwen's group was still discussing.
went to the com lab with fairul. then joined jwen and the rest when they were having lunch at fortune. we've been eating there for 4 consecutive days? haha.
we went to the lounge to slack. and i fell asleep. was awaken my jwen's voice. they were talking about some stuff. and jwen exclaimed. haha.

jobyna went to practise at 1. jwen fairul and i went to the banquet. and we shared a table with this guy in his 40s. he started talking to us. and he didn't stop. he asked about our sch and talked about how it's like in the working life. so the 3 of us just sat there and listened. it got a bit irritating.

history tutorial at 2. dr kan went through the listening exercises. listening exam is on 29 March. i almost dozed off during her lesson. jwen wanted to go for the cosi fan tutte lecture at 4, but she couldn't decide. so we went to the com lab and i searched for some history stuff. then we went to nafa library. jwen looked around for reference books. but the stuff i wanted couldn't be found. so nuzli and i went to the esplanade. jwen n charmaine went for the lecture.

met julia at the esplanade. took like 4 or 5 reference books and started searching for notes on mozart and beethoven. but i only managed to get those on mozart. will be going back there tmr to search on beethoven.

this is getting so stressful. o levels weren't that bad. it's like there's so much work, i dunno how and where to get started. sickening. and next week's test week.
1. Harmony
2. Listening
3. Aural
i think there's still somemore.

i really want to turn the clock back to the time when we were in chiangmai. even though we had to get up early, no one complained, not even once. that's because the times we had there were superb. we only had one focus - God.

oh wells, i better stop grumbling and start on my aural work.

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