courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Saturday, February 18 ; 11:25:00 PM♥

wells, it's saturday. a day of rest. and my dad had to come in at 9, asking me if i have class today. in the end i only had 7 hrs of sleep. i couldn't get back to sleep. went to compass point with my bro to get a birthday cake, for someone in church tmr.
came home and practised piano for a while since monday's like 2 days from now. accompanied my bro and mum to heartland mall. his practical grade 6 exam is on wed, so had to go try out the piano. i think i haven't been a good sis. i haven't heard him playing for a while, but even so, i never correct him. haiz. it's only today that i realise his techniques are not there yet. i'll try my best to help him.

cell today. like finally! i've always looked forward to every cell we have.
we had almost full attendance, except for kong jo (since he lives in malaysia). today's cell was at candice's house. we had dinner at long john sliver's. keith brought his apple crumble and it tasted fabulous! yummy-licious! hahas. we'll have a feast in church tmr! woo-hoo!

we didn't do purpose driven life today. instead, we talked about whether to carry on having cell. before we started on having this cell, we gave ourselves a time frame of 3 months. but everyone was more than delighted to continue cell. awesome! and yes! cell has been very encouraging. it's not easy get all 15 of us coming together every other week since we all live in different parts of singapore and not forgetting the one in jb. *smiles*
but the sad part, today's candice's last cell with us. she's going to japan for 5 years. can u believe it? 5 whole years, we wun get to see her. i really admire her. she's been a great help during the mission trip. she's like a big sis to us. one who is able to help us spiritually. it's not easy to find someone like her. we'll all miss her.

then they discussed about the pj trip, it's from 13 march-15 march. all of them are going except for candice, keith and myself. candice will be busy at that time, keith has to go ns on the 10th march. and for me? i'll be stuck in school, attending lectures, choir rehearsals. it's so sad la. the whole soymilk, up in pj with the youths there and of course those from payap, chiangmai.
oh wells, i'll get to meet them when the thais come on the 18th. not too bad huh?

we did quite abit of singing today, sharing about our past week. and finally, we got to try candice's mum's tiramisu. it's super delicious!!! kevin choked on the powder. he was laughing while eating. and i got choked on it too. not because i was laughing or talking. i think i breathed at the wrong time. and the powder entered the wrong tube. haha. sheena kept patting my back. thx girl.
candice's brother strummed the guitar and sang a few songs. both of them have such good voices.
we left her place at 10. andris, cheryl, jeremy and daniel took a cab home. sheena, shermaine, jiani, nicholas, keith, kenneth, kevin, aaron and i took the train home together. i didn't take the purple line home since, i didn't want to be alone. talked to sheena first about the not-so-good week i had.
before that, at candice's house, i mentioned to aaron that i had something up in my mind. but didn't go any further.
so when we were on in the train, i went up to aaron and wanted to talk to me. who knows, at that moment he wanted to send me a msg about confiding in him tonight. haha. wad great telepathy we have!
yupz, so i talked to him about wadeva that had been up in my mind for days. it's really comforting. i almost cried, not because i was sad, but i was really really touched. come to think of it, the last time i had a good cry, was during the mission trip in chiang mai. it's good to cry, let out wadeva frustruation u have inside. aaron told me about reading the purpose driven life day 25. he said it'll help. haha. yes i'll read it later. and of course not forgetting proverbs 2 (for tmr's bible class). wad aaron said makes sense. thinking about it will only make myself miserable. but at the same time if i keep telling myself not to think about it, it still shows that it's still in my mind. i'll pray and ask for strength and be accepting to wadeva answers i'll be getting.

i'll have a good night's sleep and everything will turn out fine.

oh ya, this coming wednesday, nafa band concert. sheena, shermaine, daniel and kevin are confirmed going. those not confirmed, pls confirm with me asap. thx. haha.

Psalms 56: 3,4
When I am afraid, I will trust in you.
In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?

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