courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Monday, March 13 ; 7:45:00 PM♥

i prayed for leniency. but i didn't get wad i wanted for him. it's all God's plan.
i lost 'it' when i received that sms. the waiting period was terrible. i couldn't concentrate during lesson.
walked around bugis. many thoughts went through my mind. the times we had together. wondered how the others will take the news while there're up in PJ.
i felt better in the later afternoon. but another sms came. this time it's abt my bro. as i said before, he's been sick for more than a week now. the blood test he took on saturday wasn't good. low white blood count. plus he's under weight. it's a bad sign.
he went for another test today. it's even worse. both white and red blood count are low.
white - 3/14
red - 13/41
platelets - 140/440

please God, let nothing happen to him. he's my only brother.
he has to go for another test on friday. low blood count can lead to leukemia.

slept through piano performance. my eyes felt heavy.

weikang walked like a lame person today. he injured his leg. heard that he fell during choir. and he took me for some telephone operator/social worker. he called me and all i heard was some ppl screaming in pain from acupuncture. dangs. anyways, recover soon =))

walked around bugis and bought a ring.
came home after that.

there's this frame hanging on my wall. usually i'll just walk past it. but this morning, it caught my attention.
a very common phrase yet meaningful.

God will make a way, where there seems to be no way.
He works in ways we cannot see,
He will make a way for me.

i pray that You will, God.

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