courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Wednesday, March 8 ; 11:55:00 PM♥

today's such a horrible and terrible day.

to start off, i forgot to bring my hp out. then i was late for school. was trying to cramp some analysis stuff into my brain, but it just wun enter. what was i doing last night? i blogged, watched tv from 9-10, then i went to bed. it was only till this morning did i realise that jwen called me at 10+ last night.
there was this lady around 50+ who started chanting some stuff while listening to her walkman. it was so high-pitched can, i could still hear it even though i was listening to my mp3.

we didn't have much notes to copy for history today (surprisingly!) she gave us pictures and we had to fit them to their titles. she made us move around today. oh wells, at least we didn't have to do any copying.
went for lunch at the nasi-lemak stall. then we went to nafa library to mug for methods of analysis exam.
yes, i only managed to go through binary and ternary forms.
then we went for platform. i was so tired that i fell asleep from the 1st item to the last. waking up occasionally to clap. ya i know, it's mean.

went back to nafa library to continue mugging. but this time, nothing seemed to go in. so jobyna and i went to eat muffins. jwen, weikang and fairul joined us a while later.

sightsinging at 3. supposed to have test today. we did some warm-ups then started singing ezekial and deep river. dr goh separated the guys and they had to sing on their own while the sops and altos sat down. dr goh then asked fei yang to sing to him again tmr, since he couldn't be heard. so when it came to the climax of deep river, feiyang sang super loudly. it was hilarious.
we sang a birthday song for yikki. it's his 20th birthday. =)

m.o.a. exam was TERRIBLE. i'm gonna flunk it.
the 1st qn was score-reading a bach prelude. i actually dozed off while reading it. jwen thought i was busy writing stuff. dangs. we spent 1 hr on the first qn.
the 2nd score was a mozart keyboard piece. it was ok, except that i mis-counted the bars and had to keep on changing it.
rondo form and ritornello form came out! i didn't even study that, only glanced through. i concentrated only on binary and ternary forms. i'm like so dead can. argh! which idiot invented such a thing called exams, tests, etc. they are all horrible stuff!
was sitting next to fairul during the exam. it was funny seeing him get a bit irritated since his papers kept dropping.

went for dinner at pasir ris. reached home at around 11+.

why do some people look at stuff through tinted lenses? just because someone made a mistake once, does it mean he has to be condemned? like come on? it's not as if you dun make mistakes.
God made us in such a way, everyone makes mistakes, but He wants us to learn from it and not to repeat it. most importantly is to learn to seek forgiveness.
but condemning him, you'll only cause him to fall deeper.

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