courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Monday, September 18 ; 10:46:00 PM♥

daddy called at 9 to wake me up.
i think he called like 5 times before i answered.
haha.

just when i was about to leave my house,
the sky turned so dark la.
and the wind was super strong.
for a moment, i thought we're gonna experience a storm.
*hurhur*

anyways, i finally got my butt to school at 11+.
only to find jwen still on her way.
slacked around school..
then we had our quick lunch
since brass was at 1pm.

speaking of brass
i tell you, i AM the worst student.
trust me.
i can't play a proper chromatic scale on C!
plus, being the last to hand in those journals.
alright, i'd better get down to practicing.
practicing reminds me of that cornet and its ugly case.
brought it home last friday,
with the intention of practicing.
BUT,
yeah u guys know the answer.
i DIDN'T!
so i had to lug it to school today.
eyes were fixed on me and that big london-lookalike case.
how terrible!
wells, a photo to end off this brass part of my day.
*somehow blogger doesn't want you guys to see the photo*

school's kinda crowded today.
everyone's rushing out their concert attendance portfolios.
jwen n i both had ps lessons today.
i'm left with 2 more for this semester.
and he wants to have ps lessons during the one month break.

i can't stand this anymore.
i'll make an official announcement here.
i am B-R-O-K-E.
i've never been so broke in my 17+ years before.
how broke, u may ask?
my bank account is left with one buck.
yeah, O-N-E, 1!
one pathetic dollar!
to last me till the 26th.
a day seems like a year now.

but somehow i seem to be eating alot today.
breaks here and there.
jwen went home first
since daddy was picking me up at 8+
a night of teh tarik, nuts, noodles, prata, and whatnot.

will be down at the esplanade to get some of those kwla journals done.

i dread late nights.
esp. those late nights i've been having.
they set me thinking.
thinking about stuff like what's been going on around
how life has changed after entering a music college
the good times we've had
the times where disputes occur
due to misunderstandings..
some other thoughts like
mind-guessing(?)
which i totally loathe
since they get me nowhere after thinking so much
i should be thinking about analysis now, isn't it
but then again, my mind's faraway
even when i'm sleeping
the dreams i've been having
are totally weird
linking different people and different situations together.
oh wells, stress probably added on to all these.

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