courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Thursday, November 2 ; 8:04:00 PM♥

i just read angel's latest entry.
girl, i feel the exact same way as u do.
well, i guess all girls will have the same sentiments.
it's darn irritating to get stared at, especially by men.
it so makes me wanna just dig their eyes out.
just that i lack that guts to do it.
was on the way to school this afternoon.
took the bus (a double-decked one) from little india to nafa.
i was seated somewhere near the back.
u know those where 2 rows of seats face each other, and there's another one right at the back?
yeah, i was at the seat that faced another.
so this indian guy came up and he first stood at the empty space near the tv mobile
somehow i turned and he caught my eye attention.
then he walked to the back and sat at the last row.
which means he can see me and i can see him.
and this sickening freak started smiling at me.
oh gosh! i was so damn irritated la.
but luckily in front of me sat a mother and a daughter.
i prac flew out of the bus when it reached my stop.
then on my way home just now, i got stared at by a guy of around early 20s (?) when i merely walked past him at the bus interchange.
just my luck when he boarded the same bus as me.
he continued to stare even when i was sitting down.
luckily i didn't have to stay long on the bus.
the bus stop's not very near my house
so i gotta walk a distance
and there was this group of ah bengs sitting around the void deck and there's no way i can avoid them
true enough, they stared again.
i got kinda freaked out as the route to my house is kinda deserted.
but there was nothing i could do except to quicken my pace.
it's not the first time that such people appear near my house.
from wad sherm says, the people from her sec school, sengkang sec, love to hang around the void decks.
the other time when i was on my way home, there were 2 guys on bikes.
they were quite a distance away from me, just talking to each other.
but after a while they started cycling towards my direction.
(i get freaked out rather easily) and they had the guts to cycle round me.
damn scary la.
stupid idiots.
thank God a car appeared at the right time, and they left.

ah yes, that reminded me of another incident.
this time i was with jwen.
class just ended and we were walking to the bus stop
when we met 2 black Americans (i think)
they were damn scary as well, since one kept staring at jwen n the other kept staring at me.
even when we were already at the bus stop waiting for the bus.
and our bus took ages to come la.
jwen n i were totally freaked out, coz they just stared and stared like it's the most natural thing to do!

hurhur. it's insulting to get stared at in such a way.
u know what i mean, right?
it's not an accidental glance.
they stare right into ur eyes and thus making you feel very uncomfortable.
i just hate it.
that's why when it's after 9, i'll take a cab home
so it'll send me safely to my house, instead of having to walk that route.

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