courage is fear that has said it's prayers

Thursday, February 15 ; 10:59:00 PM♥

oh shucks, that tummy ache i used to get in sec school is back to haunt me again.
and i vaguely remember the doctor telling me it's due to constipation.
yesterday's was kinda bad after eating dinner with jwen and vincent at the prata stall.
my tummy was bloated and i couldn't walk properly.
that nausea-and-wanting-to-shit-but-nothing-came-out feeling just sucks.
and now it's hurting while i'm typing this out.

i only had 4 hours of sleep today.
was practically dragging myself to school for ps.
ps went well, probably due to him being in a good mood perhaps.
harmony tutorial didn't go well.
or should i say, i got kinda pissed off by the project and things that've been happening recently.
yeah, i'm quick-and-hot-tempered and i'll show the i'm-pissed face.
but it's just a project kinda thing, when views differ, etc.
bound to occur, isn't it.
project aside, i don't think it should affect any relationships and thus no hard feelings.
i'm glad it's over now.

the 4-hour long break in between was just about slacking in the duet room
and the usual cup-noodles session with jwen at the student lounge.
history was rather lengthy and i couldn't concentrate.
i blurted, 'shit!' when i was asked to answer a qn.
what great timing eh.
dinner with jwen joby and zhengyi at the prata stall.
we continued all the rantings over dinner.

is it because exams and duedates are nearing, thus the stress and the irritable feeling?
i just feel like giving that person a punch la.
can't u keep ur comments to yourself and not irritate the others
it's so sickening to hear nothing but discouraging comments out of that mouth of yours! hurhur!
i got so pissed on tuesday, yesterday and today just over one person.
yeah, i know, i've gotta learn to curb that temper of mine.
i MUST stop being so quick to anger.

on a lighter note, i'm gonna watch a movie tmr!
after all that projects and stress, i can finally relax for a bit.
once the cny break is over, there comes the other stress - exams.

never mind, i've got that internship to look forward to!
muahahs. the schedule came in the mail yesterday. yay!

i sincerely wish the 4 months of hols will just start with a twinkle of the eye.
i mean it.

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